as a good listener

hey there !
It's been so long I haven't write again since it tragedy LOL !
Here I am, still a listener for them.
Day by day isn't change. From what I've learnt before, I got what I need not what I want. Hell the time can not back, it passed. I know it sucks to missed a Chance , the main of goals that I've ever wait for so long !!!!! They said, "sometimes you can't make everything as good as your ways. Being perfect isn't a need, that's what everyone's desire" , can you guess what I've got now? GRATEFUL !